"I do not need someone to complete me
but if you wanted to
we could walk next to each other
into whatever is coming next."
went to an awesome concert last night. so glad to have people in my life that uproot me from anxiety and self doubt and score me free concert tickets and take me hiking.
*drops $50 on drugs without thinking twice*
*thinks about buying $20 shoes for a week before deciding they’re too expensive*
"I still catch myself feeling sad about things that don’t matter anymore."
"I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn’t have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. I didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone. On the other hand, when I got drunk I screamed, went crazy, got all out of hand. One kind of behavior didn’t fit the other. I didn’t care."